Grandmother...:)

HUHU..blog..sad week for my family..my granny is in serious condition these days as she was admitted in hospital..she is undergoin kidney failure..tats harsh...cian ny..87 of age..

B4 this ny juz try to annoy pple by askin help 24 hours...like want to go toilet or anyting tat ny xpelu pn...huhu..salu knak anok..wak2 ya xda pk pun ny cian..juz felt so annoying..n ny juz like paksa org duduk sebalah ny tiap masa..but we cnt becoz smua pegi keja bh..tired..wat to do..hmmm...p ny xpat pk juak,dah tua..n we kind of xphm glak,xcept being wild..

But sdenly,4 days ago,tang da jak ny sesak nafas gya..we thought mcm besa,p she act in difrnt way..n then badan ny panas,tang da jak pndei sejok..huhu..we just make decision to sent her to hospital jak..

At the hospital,the doctor check until midnight(6 hours)..then the next day ny tido jak..xckup tido...hmm.tang fine jak cndition ny..but yesterday,tang da jak like serious..we rush to the hospital..tanga condition ny gya tang trok jak..hurmm..doctor pam dada ny..blood n water intake gk..cian jak tanga ny...miss her lol...so much,hrp xda pa2 jd ngn ny..

to all MY friend..ur the best..!!

We might not have been friends from the start,
But that doesn't mean you weren't always in my heart.
I wish I was friends with you from a very young age,
But its okay because when I became friends with you my life started a new page.
Our friendship means so much to me I just cant say,
I don't know what I would do without you and your thoughtful way.
Just when I think I've lost my way,something illuminates the dark,
There you are leading the way,love shining from your heart.

People go everyday not knowing what they may lose,
Not knowing if that day someone will bring them bad news.
I’ve known many in my life that have been through heartache,
Scared from the nightmare they may never awake.
I know you have been through a lot and I am here to hold your hand,
Through all the trials life has in store, by your side I shall stand.
Although I can’t erase the scars, I hope to help them fade,
Don’t forget all the good memories, all the smiles you have made.

I know it’s hard to lose someone to know they are no longer here,
To wake every morning having to face a terrible new fear.
I promise to lift you up whenever you are down,
I will place a smile on your face whenever there’s a frown.
I love you unconditionally you are my very best friend,
All the pieces to your broken heart I will do my best to mend.
Lives are lost daily, I know it isn’t fair,
Just know you will always have someone that truly cares.
One day you will join them in heaven, and then you’ll finally see,
That through all this time you’ll always have a friend in me.

HEY!! I love this song...

TIMBALAND FEAT. MILEY CYRUS-WE BELONG TO MUSIC!!

C'mon Y'all, C'mon Y'all, C'mon Y'all,
[Timbaland & Miley Cyrus]]
Put Yo' hands out
[Timbaland]
Miley, Miley, Miley...


I'm gonna put on my dancing shoes
And find a crazy outfit
'cause tonight it's all about you
I can't wait to show you all my new moves
I got a brand new 2 step
You gonna like this outfit
I got y'all right here
no need for you to go anywhere
turn it up until you can't rock anymore
Mr DJ - look at what you made me do out on the floor
That's what we say

(Chorus)
Hey, Hey
We belong to the music
We don't answer to you
Hey, Hey
That's right we ain't moving
we don't answer to you
It's a party we can dance if we want to
C'mon and party like it ain't no curfew
Hey, Hey
We belong to the music
We don't answer to you

I'm gonna call up my friends
Gonna have a good time
It's sure to be crazy
Tonight, it's all about us
feeling real good
can ya blame me?

I got a brand new hairdo
goes with my brand new attitude
you cant tell me nothing
i aint bluffin im telling you
turn it up until you can't rock anymore
Mr DJ - look at what you made me do out on the floor
and that's what we say

(Chorus)
Hey, Hey
We belong to the music
We don't answer to you
Hey, Hey
That's right we ain't moving
we don't answer to you
It's a party we can dance if we want to
C'mon and party like it ain't no curfew
Hey, Hey
We belong to the music
We don't answer to you

what you say now
we gonna keep on dancin till the sun comes up
what, what, what you say now
people in the party cant get enough
what, what, what you say now
we gonna keep on dancin till the sun comes up
what, what, what you say now
people in the party cant get enough

(Chorus)
Hey, Hey
We belong to the music
We don't answer to you
Hey, Hey
That's right we ain't moving
we don't answer to you
It's a party we can dance if we want to
C'mon and party like it ain't no curfew
Hey, Hey
We belong to the music
We don't answer to you

what you say now
we gonna keep on dancin till the sun comes up
wacha wacha wacha wacha you say now
people in the party cant get enough
wacha wacha wacha wacha say now
we gonna keep on dancin till the sun comes up
wacha wacha wacha wacha you say now
people in the party cant get enough

come on now
come on come on come on now
thats wacha do come on now
thats wacha do come on now

dont stop the DJ
dont stop the DJ
dont kill the DJ
dont stop the DJ
dont kill the DJ

we gonna keep on until the sun comes up up up being miley.

Undertow.......

I don't wanna talk now
I don't wanna hear you scream no more
Want somebody to save me
Everything I do feels like its wrong
All we do is fall down
even though we try to stay afloat
I swear its gonna kill me
even though you think it wont
So why rock a boat and make waves
And everything's calm and okay
So why am I confused if you love me
Thought this would be smooth sailing

I don't wanna cry every time we try it never fails
Change the illusion wanna be close set for sail
My hearts in your hand don't you go hurt me again
all we got is one chance and its sink or swim
So why rock a boat and make waves
And everything's calm and okay
why am I confused if you love me
Thought this would be smooth sailing

Cause I don't wanna let you go
and we're caught in the undertow
Cause I ain't losing my control
And we're caught in the undertow
I hold the prayer is all our own
but we need air we go alone
cause I don't wanna let you go
til we're caught in the undertow

And the waters rising
Our only prayer is all our own
We both need air we go alone
Our only prayer is on our own
We both need air we go alone

damn...!! is hot n super bore...

huhu...im totally freaked out wit this unemployed or jobless life in this fucking holiday!!huuu...futhermore..i cant even go out wit my dudes always..huhu..

hot...i hate it..worst than im shivering in cold...hmm...n there is my flu came along wit tirednesss..lol...damn...

Wat to do now?

Hmmm...so tired n bored...exhausted too......sa mok kuar p xpat...boring...miss my fafa...1 Feb,she came to my house..hahah..sepek2 jak...she said she wanted to give me smting..ya mok agak umah trus..hahah..nang gaok..hmm..tnggu laa i kat luar umah tek...hoping tek,hoping tat my parenz kat dlm umah.haha..im so nervous..gla da keja,xpnah gwek ku agak umah ku eh..hoho..there she is..hahah..ny cepat2 kuar brik tat stuff n she look sepek..haha..she gave me gelang..cute lil piano.. hahah..pake ku main wak2 ku boring2..hahah..kali juak..erm..

another thing...the night b4 tat,on the 31 jan...b4 man utd thrilling encounter against arsenal,x sbr mok tanga match ya..its 11.30pm..half an hour left..pegi la ku kat ats tek...gurin smbil charge my phone...sudenly i tetdo..hahah..ya my big bro masok came into my room,hv a check..n i woke up n asked him,dah bis ka manu pn game??hahah.funny eh...he said dah..pembulak..nasib bilik ku da jam besar2..hhaha..turun dibah tek..cun match mok start...hmm..then..my big bro tell my other 2 bro's bout the sleeping hansem..hahah..ny pdah..hafiz tetdo duhal..hahah..n he said..heran mek org kau tang da x tanga match tok..ne tauk kau gayut,kau nak suka gayut mlm2 tok..hahha..i was like,WAT??i answered them..xda ku nak gayut eh..duit k reload kau ne..ya ny pdah..ne la tauk ny call kau,pa nama ny tek fiz,FAFA?? damn,tat was a real good shock..haha..i juz answered it cooly..hoho..phal ngn ny??lu diam ny...n we all back to the game..hoho..as man utd clinhed victory at emirates stadium ..3-1..haha..

All the best memory in our 1st month..:)

Today is the last day of January..hoho...speaking bout special thing in tat special month???hmmm..much to of it,but less to talk bout it..heheh..
Today is the due date 4 our first month in relationshp..many things we had in memories..hmm...gud things and bad things,hapiness and sadness,and more visual things happens...we had fight,but we solve it a nice n clear solutions..great ways n great talks always made us loving each other more n more n more...we met twice this month n yesterday was included too..heheh..but still could'nt make private meetings juz 2 of us..hmmm..talking bout a month,tat is so sweet...imagine a year..?omg...sooo special..would be lovely..hmmm...we talk,we care,we cry,we try n we even hold hands perfectly...duhh...
I LOVE YOU
Im so HAPPY even there is sadness...n madness..shock life...i wish i cn cud c her again n again,each day...we juz seeking through times emotionally,far better then pissing of..hahah..hmmm..nothing good imaginable factor than our love...n the fact is,tall n thin with short n fine cud really walk across against compromise ...wat a lifetime we had..n i hope...more romantic n lovely visions of time we will get through each other in future base in relatioships...We r really great n sweet 4 everything we had..:)